Friday 6 July 2007

Ouch! That hurts:(

Why should I care what he/she thinks what I can do? How does it matter huh? People who have been with me must have heard me say this at some time or the other. And its true for me. How can any body's opinion be of any importance to me.
Until...
I don't think you can handle this. Fine it was your choice and Im not saying you are right or wrong. All Im saying is that its too big for you so better be very careful and focus on it.
And
Do I have any reason to believe in you?
Ouch! That hurts. No reason to believe in me! This coming from someone who has been so very important to me. One of those verrrry few people whose opinion I sought and admired! Fine so I did let him down once but was that big enough to wipe out all his trust in me? Was it soo brittle? This makes me doubt my own self. Maybe he is right. Maybe I cant do this. I cudnt do it last time, den how can I do this now?
Or....I can do it this time. Y? Well coz I cudnt last time. Yesss!
And so I'll carry on. But still....it hurts:(

11 comments:

Beena said...

i know it hurts.. but believe me..
time is the healer..
Y dont u talk it out. its much easier.
what everrrrr :)
bs

Supernova said...

Thanks Beena. Sometimes wen u r moving towards somethng, sm1s doubt on u makes u doubt urself. Im fine now:)

Spectator said...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Supernova said...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm??

Spectator said...

sigh

Supernova said...

Its ok Spectator:D

SPD said...

supernova, dont give it a damn! most of the people around you are mere illusions of what u think they are.. i just dont care anymore now... i go back on my argument on wajood..u alone can create and reflect your wajood!

Supernova said...

Thnx SPD:) Im fine now. dat was just momentary.

Spectator said...

Chill SPD !!!

Paawon said...

wow, the sarcastic babes being not sarcastic for a change...lol
nice stuff ya...good goin' ;)

Supernova said...

I decided to keep sarcasm at bay while blogging:D